First off, I am not dead , just not on as much as I used to be ^^

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I have been having the strangest dreams lately and two have stood out more than the others,

Dream 1: First off let me explain that my Uncle Rhiner recently had pancreatic cancer, he is ok now, but the subject relates to the dream, It starts by my family gathering around the casket of my Uncle ( who in the dream, died from the cancer) we are all sad and then we see a ghost of my uncle, he starts to take us to these different places that I have never been before, but I can clearly see. Anyway my Uncle starts to point around at different things and he is moving his mouth but I can not hear anything he is saying, I ask him why I can not hear him and he turns to me and he frowns, then it is just me and him walking along a dark hallway before we come upon a table with a person laying on it, looking closer I find that it is me laying on the table, the copy of me on the table opens his eyes and they are pure black, this is the part when I wake up.

Dream 2: It starts off where I am in the middle of a very large war, people are screaming and dying, but I can not hear them, I try to run to find cover and drag people to safety, but they disappear before I can grab them, I run over to a wall and sit down against it, and I think I am either crying or screaming, I am not really sure. A figure walks from out of the smoke and stuff and comes toward me, I can not tell if it is man or a women because they are blurred, the figure comes and sits by me and for some reason we both hug each other, this is the part where a great sensation of peace comes over me, and the war that is happening outside stops, the figure will then get up and walk away, I try to run after them, but as soon as I get close and they are about to turn around and face me, I wake up.

I am not exactly sure of the meaning behind these two dreams, maybe it is nothing, but I have been having these two dreams lately and the play out the same way each time I dream them.


On a lighter note, my brother i coming to visit me this December, so I am extremely happy about that =]